that fan of yours

2007-12-24T19:49:00.001+08:00

see see see. must watch the videos uhs :D

this one, the METAMORPHOSIS win de [:

THIS ONE, RUIEN win top ten most popular female artise one.

THIS ONE, THE POST SHOW. got ruien :D

and and and.

Rui En will be attending the Punggol East Countdown Party!
Performances by: Hady Mirza, Rui En and ~~Jonathan Leong~~ (stupid gay)
Time: 11pm
Venue: Open Field next to Blk 158D, Rivervale Crescent

i ask my father whether can go.
but he dont know where.
wasted. then he still say so late at night.
OMGS. COUNT DOWN TO NEW YEAR LEHH.
and once its new year, 28 days to her birthday [:

44 days, havent reply! :X

anyways. i;'m gonna level again soon. LOL :X

and i haven;t done homework cause i dont know where i put them,.
so good luck to me next year yeas?
ciao.

lalala. sing this song to happiness

2007-12-22T23:38:00.000+08:00

HOORAY. level 12 le. i'm practically leveling every two days :X
hehe. :D but still a FREEDOM noob -.-"

ytd auditioned with HAITING and HIRA :D had lotsa fun.
cause most of the time i winning :X
oops, but thennnnnn haiting is so pro las -.-
CHAINER -.-

i;m gonna catch the repeat telecast of 红星大奖 2007 again tmr :D
yaye. :D i shall catch RUIEN getting the prize again and again. :D

zai jian. cannot miss it ahs. :D
and i haven;t done homework.
i;m so dead :X

OH HOLY GOD

2007-12-17T09:52:00.001+08:00

long post [:

starting, before the show started, i put water infront of me.
and even took out a mattress to lie down on. i waited. and waited.
then they say OCBC bank thing... then HONG XING DA JIANG 2007!
then i scream already -.- hooohoo. ;D

HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORAY.
nothing can expresss my super duper uber powerful overwhelming HAPPINESS [:

YES YES YES!!!
YIPEEEEEEEEE!!!
HOOOORAY!!!!
WOOOHOOO!!!!

PHEW.

you know the walk in right.
ruien came out the 7th!!!
and i was screaming like a mad dog [: ♥
BUT she came out with the old man terence cao -.-"

see ahs.
1. Best Drama Cinematography - Lim Hap Choon (Metamorphosis 破茧而出! )
2. Best Drama of the Year - Metamorphosis 破茧而出!
3. Best Actress of the Year - ~~Yvonne Lim~~ (Metamorphosis 破茧而出!, as Wen Wan Rou)
4. Top 10 most popular Female Artiste -Ruien

YIPEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! :D
i dont like yvonne lim. but at least she represent 破茧而出!
HAHHAHAHAHA [:
and and and I'm SO UBER HAPPY [:
RUIEN WIN LEH :D

i'm luckier than vivian and jiahuan [:
cause i like ruien,
jiahuan like ouxuan.
vivian like joanne peh

AND ONLY RUIEN WINNNNNNNNN. :"D

SOMEMORE THE CAMERA KEEP CAPTURING HER FACE.
i know i sound like a tiko -.-"
whenever they show her on screen, i will point at her face and scream. :D
siao i know -.-
when they say 破茧而出, they show her face. :D
SHE WAS SMILING [:
LOL! :D
everyone who act in 破茧而出 stand up except for her.
haha, its okay, at least they show her, LOL [:

AND I ALMOST MADE MY COUSIN DEAF.
THEY SAY 破茧而出, THEN I SCREAMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
CAUSE SHE WAS NEXT TO ME WHAT. X.X
sorry lor (^(oo)^)

HAHAHA.
now lets talk about the yvonne lim one.
when they say her chinese name, i was like. YAYE, eeeee.
haha. cause metamorphosis ma. but its still her.
but she isn't the lead actress of metamorphosis. RUIEN IS!
the stupid wanrou who spoilt xiaoqian's happiness and broke up her family T.T
haha. i will never forgive her for killing xicun :X

ok, then now the TOP TEN MOST POPULAR FEMALE ARTISE. (not in sequence)
all the fans were screaming RUIEN first. i mean, hers can hear the clearest [:
first one, quan yi feng.
then i was like. eeeeeeeeee.
she got act any show mehhh? only host show lor -.-
second is the huangbiren.
i was like. eeeeee.
then i was thinking, are all the old people gonna win? O.O
then 3rd, they say, 两个字的.
then I SCREAM, RUIEN LEH RUIEN LEH!
in the end. XIANGYUN. -.-"
bloody hell.
4th is michelle chia i think.
wear until like mickey mouse -.-" eeee.
5th is ivy lee.
i eee again. i was thinking why all those older artises are winning.
6th, felicia chin. i was losing hope.
i was like, ruien, you better win the next one or i jump down the building.
then 7th, they say 两个字的. then i RUIEN RUIEN RUIEN again :D
THEN SHE WIN. I OLAY! i jumped up, not down and almost punch the tv -.-"
and i was jumping jumping jumping.
she said her thanks damn fast la.
i remember she said something about the two major shows she acted in this year [:
must be 宝家卫国 AND 破茧而出! [: yayeeeee. :D
then 8th, i expected joanne peh. in the end, jesseca liu -.-"
then my younger sister was like, LIU ZI XUAN! -.-"
9th was the vivian lai. but i expected the other princesses -.-"
10th, they say 两个字的 again. so i thought is jeanette aw.
in my heart, i was thinking, jh, you must be happy. i sms jh, say, OUXUAN WIN LEH.
then in the end. kym ng -.-" also 两个字的.
waste my sms. HAHA. :X
so only 3 out of the 7 princesses got the award.

so poor poor vivian and jh, i know how sad you two are now.
BUT AT LEAST RUIEN WIN. :D
so i don't care about the other artises.
must be happy for me.
at least this time i didn't waste a scolding and get grounded for nothing [:

and and during the show, there was some kind of fast and furious sending of sms
from me to vivian, from vivian to me :D
throughout the 3 hours, i sent... 132 sms :D
HAHA. :D and the topic was both/either RUIEN or JOANNE PEH :D

HOOORAY :D
RUIEN WAN SUI!
GAMBATTE~ RUIEN[:
mus win next year also. :D

SUPER GAMBATTE TO RUIEN.
small small gambatte to joanne peh and jeanette :D

FIONA XIE never win. haha :D happy happy happy :D
click click!
she thank me :D
yaye :D
better than nothing.
at least i said a welcome to the monitor. LOL :D
she still thank me.
so she is also indirectly talking to me.
OH YEA, you haven't replied to my email -.-"
38 days hor. 快点啦 [:

byeeeeee. must go celebrate ruien's success [:
and she got the trophy le.
can relax now [:
it will be the same next year.
i will still support you.
GO RUIEN! [:
anyways, the funny thing i won't post here ;D

ruien won the top ten most popular female artise award [:

2007-12-16T08:22:00.000+08:00

hoho, i'm back!
LOL, no la, was back yesterday.
i almost missed starawards prelude.
i've never missed any episode except thursday's one when i was away. T.T
the moment i switched on tv, it said “十大最受欢迎男艺人”
HAHA. then i slowly waited for “十大最受欢迎女艺人”
HAHA. heng lor.
ruien is in the top ten la. HENGGGGGG.
cause they say 不分排名先后
MEANS she's not number TEN [:
YIPEE ;D
haiya, even if she ten, she will also get the trophy. ^^
but the more number of votes for her the better la [:
and fuck, fiona xie is in the charts again.
idiotic moronic mother fucking big boobs woman.
thats all she have. sry for the offence uh, fiona xie fans.

i seriously just detest her. she reminds me of some act cute FREAK

after the showwwwww.
went online for 1 minute then offlined. (HAHA)
went to look for latest updates of ruien.
hairllo, i'm not stalking her.
i mean, i just checked the fansite for any news [:

i didn't even watch 二分之一缘分 :(
then i switched off comp.
tired ma. then i slept till early morning 7.23
HAHA, the piggy in me.

will post about my trip later or tmr [:
byeeeeeeeee [:
OH YES, CANNOT MISS STARAWARDS TODAY OKAY!
7pm on channel 8, repeat telecast on channel u 10pm TODAY [:
so if you missed the 7pm one, must watch the 10pm one ahs. ^^

i hope my calls won't ~~go to a waste~~. don't get me grounded for nothing :X
and help me spot ruien if you can, in the crowds. :D
i wonder what she will wear [:
i think she will sit beside elvin ng (some girls will go YIPEEE!) and shaun chen (<-- the so called xiangyi in 天堂鸟) again.
JIAYOU RUIEN ^^
you MUST win, i'll be HAPPYYYYYYY for you :D
and i've just realised, every post of mine has at least one "ruien". :D

ruien is so hawt.

2007-12-11T10:21:00.000+08:00

32 days. please reply la -_______-

THANKS YOU TO EVERYONE WHO WISHED ME A HAPPY BIRTHDAY [:

fuck, my father restricted audition
that means i cannot play unless i'm in his account.
then he change my account from administrator to limited.

AHHHHHHHH. i need to level -___-
you rainbow assed babooooooon.
i only level 10 leh -___-
and i just bought a shirt in audi that ruien wear in 宝家卫国.
only some episode have la. but at least it mimics the real version of the clothes she wore [:

just now cousin was so @#$%^&.
she was behaving so unlike herself.
i told her i want to go down and buy prepaid for audition.
then she say something like "you buy then you got more than me already lor!"
it was something like that.
and hello, I DONT have moreeeeeeeee prepaid then her -_____-
i only bought 4 times.
she? 5.
she got like, 10k more than me la -___-
and she's gonna buy more soon. so complain for what? -___-

ahh, whatever.
it takes more muscles to ~~frown~~ than to smile.

will be going overseas tomorrow.
bloody hell.
fuck load of dumbshit.
i don't want to go overseas.
i want to stay at home and watch tv and support ruien -____-

HOOOOOOOORAY [:
i found 拥抱明天's song video at youtube.
you'll have to type out the hanyupinyin.
no wonder i couldn't find it last time.

i haven't finished watching the show but i'll go watch 二分之一缘分.
since both got ruien then must take turns ma [:

byee [:
and sorry for not updating.
its been a real busy week.
and i'd better pack those ~~dumb~~ clothes.

call 19001123030! [:

2007-12-07T22:01:00.000+08:00

HOOOOOOOOOOORAY [:
today went to gym.
first time on treadmill ran 9 laps, 3.22km.
hhahaa. at least got improvement la.
then rest a whileee.
then do some of the muscle machine things.
(eat spinach like POPEYE THE SAILOR MAN)
then go back to running again.
so total ran 5km++.
zzzz. ~~tired~~.

after gym, angeline accompany me to YEWTEE MRT
to take the pictures of RUIEN [: outside 7-11.
got so many people la, then so difficult to take.
cause the doors keep opening and closing.
BUT FINALLY I GOT IT.. [:

ITS GONNA BE MY BIRTHDAY TOMORROW.
i know ruien won't be there, but i'm not sure why i'm so HAPPY [:
dumbshit.

happy birthday in advance to me [:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO QAMA AND CHLOE! [:
may all your wishes come truee.
is mine gonna be fulfilled?

I WISHHHH.
upon a star. [:

alrights, i have abandoned the skin i was working on.
cause, no more inspiration, and i don't have the mood to do anyways :/
and there's too many pictures to choose from to cover up the empty space.
ahh, damn me. :/

oh i love pictures [:
i got many many many pictures of ruien ALONE already [:
as in... not counting cartoon pictures.
just HER specifically :D

happy birthday to me in 2 hours.
byeeeee [: go watch 拥抱明天. correct anot ahs?

RUIEN IS STILL IN THE TOP TEN!

lalala [:

hellll;

2007-12-05T00:37:00.000+08:00

I CALLED TODAY AGAIN. happy [; she must be in top ten :D

the skin is currently under maintenance.
but if you want to see how far i've progressed, click here
it isnt very nice.
its kinda plain cause i don't know what to put.
i've got too ~~many~~ pictures to choose from!

27 days, please reply.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO REBECCA [:

2 days to dental appointment in school :X
and 3 days to mine.
gaaaa. i hate birthday celebrations.
unless... something happens.
but that can never happen.
i want ruien's head to be in any photo that we're gonna take.
LOL :D

as in, real head, not picture.
and head with body, not just the head.
don't kill her please :/

thank you in advance to vivian.
cause she's gonna help me transfer a PICTURE into my phonee.
haha :X thank you. xie xie. arigatou. don't know anymore. haha :/
i'm bilingual -.- , so i can only speak english and chinese (in a funny way),
the third one there is just a bonus. LOL :D
i thought that was pretty much of a basic?
oops. THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

oh yeas, if any of you want to watch 拥抱明天, or A Promise For Tomorrow,
click here for part 1A.
hahas, i searched for the show on google cause i wanted to see ruien [:
thats always the case.
ahh, tiko :/
RUIEN ROCKSXZXZXZ [:

hahas, anyway, to people that think i type like you.
bear with it for awhile.
i'll soon type like myself cause i just find your language interesting.
haha. thats why i'm starting to type [:s and the xzxzxzx thing. hahaa
oops :/

the misunderstandings, time we spent together, ~~quarrels~~, laughter, have brought us closer together.
whether isit communicating by phone or msn. i cherish the moments [:
thank you guys.
in my heart now there's specifically 18 of you, excluding ruien (LOL).
you should know who you are [:
the importance of friendship.
let your life be as simple as possible. live your life to the fullest [:
all of us will move on and walk our different roads, but i'd hope to see you guys often.
i'm probably saying this too early hor? :X
will probably watch the wholes series of a promise for tomorrow before i play audi.
haha :/ thats why i'm leveling so slow-ly.

haven't watched 破茧而出 & 宝家卫国 in 5 and 2 days respectively.
i know i can't watch everything in one day. but i'll try. haha :D

JIAHUAN, QUICKLY GO CREATE ACCOUNT LA -.-
ciao

its here we want to be

2007-12-04T20:18:00.000+08:00

ok, since vivian was relieved that i didn't post about it,
i shall [:

wahhaha. >:] evil grin.
gymed yesterday.
ran 2.98km.
LOL, okok, walk 0.5km like that la.
then is like, walk, run, jog, walk, run.
haha :/

at least i completed more distance than vivian.
HAHA :D
we went to strengthen our muscles at all the machines one by one.
and half way strengthening, her shoe spoil.
HAHA, the base of her shoe seperated from the top.
then she wanted rubberband -.-
then fine, i took for her. LOL :D
then she go bundle up her shoe.
the more i see, the more i laugh.
what to do?
and seriously everyone was looking at her.

so we quickly left the gym then walk to limbang shopping centre.
i walk walk walk. stop for a period of time, she still behind me.
hahaa, cause she scared the rubberband drop.
then finally reached destination.
she go buy slippers.
hahahhahahaa.
then put on.
then go mac.
yea, all the calories back in :X
don't know why everyone was looking at us.
weird.
not like we're wearing balloon hats.
and our shirts weren't worn the wrong way round.
but i don't know why everyone was looking at us -.-
then go order right.

the guy asked "upsize?"
i shake head.
then he asked "drink?"
then i thought he was asking whether want to upsize drink, i shake head.
then vivian was laughing -.-
then i realised the guy was asking what drink i want, LOL.

alrights, good joke -.-
the better one, SPINAE (spy-nei).
lol :D
inside joke. hahaa.

i accidentally read it as spy-nair.
get the difference?

alrights, your spoilt shoe is funnier than my mispronounciation. xP
right guys? hahaa. :/

byeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. [:
ruien rocksxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxzxz. [:
i'm gonna watch her at courts again. ciao.

the never ending idolisation

2007-12-04T14:59:00.001+08:00

26 days. REPLY LEHHH. im getting impatient.

hoooray. there!
its a picture of ruien and taufiq in the video of reach out for the skies.
hahaa. :D
nice scene right. and THATS HER SHADOW [:P

i "accidentally" searched ruien on youtube again and saw reach out for the skies.
yea right, accidentally. :D
the song is so nice, and i saw that scene so i stole the image :X
better credit youtube.
hahhaha :D
in the national day mood [:

reach out for the skies is so nice [:
ruien's voice is so feminine.
haa, okay, singing voice.
her talking voice sounds a little less feminine :X
oops. but she's still her.

AND HER ALBUM IS COMING OUT SOON!
did i say that in yesterday's post?
ohwells :/

4 more days, to my birthday.
ahhh, not really a joyous occasion.
try cheering me up with her presence or autograph? [:
i wish.
she come, i'll pour any water i can find around me to make sure i'm awake.
and i won't stop screaming. never hear my highpitched scream before right. :D

audition is having an error.
i mean they're... um. what do you call that?
whatever, there's just gonna be a new patch -.-

everytime i want to play, got maintenance.
everytime i don't want to play, its perfectly okay.
ahh, toooooot.

i'm dead, angeline level so high.
must train me :/
and jiahuan also.

i mean angeline, you must train both of us :D
don't be so ~~evil~~ [:

i guess i won't be talking about gym yesterday.
haha, maybe next time [:

still working on the skin.
ciao :D

supercalifragilisticexpialidocious

2007-12-03T22:08:00.000+08:00

late post. sry.
ruien haven't replied to my mail for 25 days.
and also that my birthday is in 5 days.
must have ended up in the ~~junk mail~~ already :/

gaa, whats the big deal?
its just the day i was born on.
not anything to be happy about.
unless you invite ruien? [:
and holy, i'd appreciate that birthday celebration
even if i was made to wear a dress.
but that can never happen.
firstly, try contacting her then say.
secondly, i'd never wear anything else other than
shorts, shirt, pants, jacket, slippers and school shoes.
unless you count school skirt?
i totally detest that. ~~yuckosity~~.
and thats not even in my closet. so, haha.

can i cry?
i've just missed the chance to see ruien life?
i know this is kinda late post but hell yeah.
yesterday... oh yep, comp gone bonkers, the color was so negative.
so i didn't feel like using it.
AND I COULD HAVE BEEN AT COURTS ONLY IF MY MOTHER HAD ALLOWED.
mother, fuck you. i hate youuuuuuuuuuuu.

hijfsnafienifneleanorkmafoeifhianfosafuihfokemniahfienfifdfaffashjasf
fsahnisfifrneuhubxidolisebcdasnasghiwfbjmkasdmnihriehrieeasfnsf
jhufnauisfnuisafbuefbuiefhdsdruieneufniefnokfnlsafjnkmlsafmlsafjuegufise
sfsasafniegfbninaldmsanuiegbfanwoinfinddnoinoighnalotbuffauifhnuien
there's a secret message inside :D so obvious already,

do you know its proven that if you keep anger bottled up inside you, its not good for your health?
told you i need a punching bagggggggggggg.

desperate. but no tears.
LOL, crybaby :X
even if can cry also no tears.
damn. 1st DECEMBERRRRRRR. 6.00/6.30 start her performance.
but you can see her performance on youtube.
click here for the 1st part. the quality isn't that good.
clicky here for a better quality. its so called the 3rd part of Rui En @ Courts Megastore.
which isn;t enough. i want to see her life.
gaaaaa. seeing her on the monitor isnt enough.
hah. tiko :/
so many of her fans turned up. all except me
cannot say many, cannot say little too.
why do you think there's so many videos of her performance just specifically at the courts megastore on youtube?
somemore different people. don't believe me? click here

AND AND AND I WANT TO GO STEAL THE PICTURE FROM LOT ONE DE 7-11.
GOT ONE PICTURE OF RUIEN INSIDE.

THEN OUTSIDE 7-11 IN YEWTEE MRT, GOT RUIEN'S POSTER.
AND I'M GOING THERE ON FRIDAY TO TAKE PHOTO OF IT [:

crazy as it seems, i've found ruien's unofficial fansite.
not finally, but last time already got.
just that. no place to put in blog? as in not suitable for the topic.
here it is [:
click!

now still thinking about it, i've just really missed the chance to see her life.
oh lord. blame my mother then
if she had allowed, then seeing her life would be my early birthday present.

better stop thinking about it or i'll implode, not of anger, of anxiety.
shh, listen to the sobs.
i'm not crying out. but maybe just in my heart.

and to relieve that, maybe i'll work on a new skin.
and i know my work totally ~~suck~~, but. its gonna be on her again.
there'd be pictures. pictures.
and maybe i'll make it navigational [:
somehow. i'll try.

i've found the part i felt ruien was really cute in.
i mean, i found the part in 宝家卫国 that i found ruien really cute.
CLICK HERE! [: the part where she says 你这么大只，我那么小个当然是你撞到我的啦

see this part, the part where ruien got drunk and danced with the lights.
click here [:
好可爱的猪猪，你跟我跳舞!
the picasso so evil go take video of her :D

i've stop playing audition already. 3 days since.
probably i'll relieve some stress playing that.
so, bye.
will probably post about today tmr.
and her album is comign out soon. so, i don't care.
and of course i'm gonna buy it. if there's gonna be a/many poster(s), i'll paste it right beside my bed. LOL
i have to buy the cd regardless whether the money is robbed from the bank.
dirty or clean money, i'll have the disc [:

and i haven't watched 破茧而出 in 3 days. probably i'll watch that first. ciao

i'll remember you

2007-11-30T12:27:00.000+08:00

it was freezing last night.
no, the aircon wasn't switched on.
it was so cold i had to switch off the fan.
then i had to listen to my younger sis complain about the heat.

ahhhhh. i'm sick. maybe in the mind.
i've gone bonkers over ruien so i think my brain 受到影响. :/
how can she be sweating when i'm having so many layers over me?
here they are.
shirt and whats supposed to be underneath it.
my jacket, super oversized jacket borrowed from dad.
my blanket and ~~stolen~~ blanket from older sis since she's not in s'pore.
i even changed from pe shorts to a long pants that i almost tripped over.

craziness. i had even woken up in the middle of the night to close the windows.
cause my nose was so cold. frostbite. LOL :/
gaa. i had to admit the air was kinda stuffy but i was really shivering.
selfish i know, but who cares?
only the one complaining does.

anyways. RUIEN is the 9th!
DAD, see what happens if i stop calling.
damn it. i bet the call yesterday wasnt enough.
she musn't lose. she cannot lose to xiangyun -.-
she must bring that trophey homeeee.
who cares if i'm grounded for the rest of my life?
phone or internet cable confiscated also don't care.
i just want a trophey to belong to her. [:

she'll be in courts for a live-in concert on either 1st or 2nd december.
i doubt she'll be there on both days to perfom.
singapore got so many courts MEGASTORE, how i know which one?
gaaa, when will she be there?
what time?
i want to see her live.
what luck.
1st december i can't make it.
baby cousin's bday.
2nd my parents won't even allow me to go.
what for carry that dim light of hope in my heart thats surrounded by darkness?

even if i can go on the 2nd, what if her live-in consert was on the 1st?
and i can't possibly stand there for 24 hours waiting for her to perform.
and damn, i almost forgot i was grounded.
so what for i think about going there with a fan or taufiq batisah?
olinda cho? or hady mirza? or any other guest stars who would be there to perform?
and hell, i want pictures. those taken by me, me and me.
so they'd be copyrighted by noone but the person typing this endless, meaningless post.

hoorays, if you missed 扮美达人♥ on wednesday, which is ruien's episode
you can catch the episode on youtube, by clicking here [:
thats part a.
for b, c, d, click on them respectively.
i've watched so many times already. :X
gaa, so nice x3
and bryan wong said she looks nice with or without makeup.
cool [:

crap.
i wouldn't be there anyway.
bye and thank you for reading.
so polite

I WANT TO GOOOOOO!

2007-11-29T14:39:00.000+08:00

its a long post again, but its not random :/

i dont know why i'm so happy early in the morning right now.
alrights its not early. its 2.25 right now.
i'll spend about 10 minutes here [:
in the afternoon. HAHA.

angeline, must online then we can discuss where to meet :/

well... my father found out that i've been dialling 19001123030 already.
i asked my father before, he don't let...
but i still called many many times till i lost count.
damn. so i'm grounded.
i don't care. i've called once today.
i'm feeling uncomfortable for only dialling once.
compared to last week, its so little :/

i can memorize what they say when you dial the number already.
"谢谢你支持红星大奖二零零七
thank you for supporting starawards two thousand and seven."

LOL [:
thats all they ever say when you dial the number.
it isn't THAT difficult to remember :/
alrights alrights.
but i have limited brain storage space.

today is supposed to be games day:/
but SO sorry.
we haven't bought the stuff.
and we haven't informed everyone about it
is informing everyone my job?
this one i don't know.
but haven't buy things, so forget about informing everyone.
sorry guys. no more games day
and it can't be tmr.
can it?
its too late to decide anyway.
ps.

i feel kinda weird anyway.
computer couldn't be switched on AGAIN!
fuck. i want to play audi!!!
cannot let bro win my level.
i mean now already higher la, but then...
if he train he train damn fast.
so... GAAA

why can't you be happy for one whole day?
why must there be mixed emotions?
why must you follow your parents orders like a dog?
why why why why why?!
frustrated :/

--

ytd started off as a nice peaceful windy morning.
then auditioned till afternoon.
then at night, oh yes, i almost forgotten that it was my sister's birthday.
so hell yeah, parents came home late with a bloody fattening birthday cake.
i didn't want to go sing her the birthday song la.
i wanted to stay in the living room to watch 天堂鸟
but damn. my mother threaten me la.
then my sister inside guailan.
mother outside kpkb. chant for all you want like i care.
then i said don't go inside will die ah?
then my mother said YES.
then i thinking, then go die lor -.-
you die also not i die, care for what?
then i go inside the room lor, give her face.
DURING THE SHOW, NOT ADVERTISEMENT ]:
lucky its not 破茧而出 or i'll scream some life into you.
i was looking at the calander in phone.
then she go take my phone and throw it on my older sister's bed.
knn. phone leh, not stone -.-
then they started singing lor.
i just stand there like woodblock
then they still want to take photo.
geez, i'm not photogenic anyways.
so i went out while they started to take photos.
seriously, if i don't go there to sing or take photo,
what for go there?
go there extra extra only.
thats not being me, i don't like being the "extra".
fruit cakes are seriously delicious.
but i have to follow my diet plan. :/
and i didn't have the mood for that fuck load of cake anyway.
--
they finished the phototaking session while i continued watching 天堂鸟
then my mother come out kpkb again.
say what addicted to computer then she will switch off the power.
got guts to threaten no guts to switch off?
don't waste your saliva scolding me [:
she even said what, what did i do to deserve such a daughter in hokkien.
then in my heart i was thinking.
am i THAT bad? don't take photo will die ah?
don't eat the fucking cake will die ah?
crazy, i'm just saving myself from putting a fuck load of calories into my mouth O.O
i dont want to die early can. grah, fuck load of fucktards.
so yes, i vented my anger on the directional buttons on the keyboard.
which also means i vented anger on audi :/
then i lose, i scold people >< [:

--

can't be helped. was in a foul mood anyways [:
gaa, so now i'm a little contented
i guess the night will passed with lots of angry shoutings

crap.
why does life have to be like this ]:

so lets see the mood swing yesterday.
bad mood early in the morning, blocked nose.
happy as a lark in the afternoon, kept owning people in audi.
HYPER at 8.30pm cause ruien was on tv.
pissed at 9.15++pm because of the chants
crap. so today, what isit gonna be like?

--

i remember ruien saying she believed in a saying on the show.
which is
" if you are everything to everybody, you end up being nothing to yourself".

which sounds so logical :D
haiya, everything is logical when it comes to her. LOL
nonono, i'm a normal student with stupid brain cells,
far from perfect vocabulary and chinese with an angmoh accent.
i'm far from a les.
just a CRAZY FAN.
i swear i'll stalk her if i see her on the streets. :/
SORRY. but don't misunderstand me pleaseeee [:

and from the saying she believed in, i created my own. LOL
"if you wished for too much, you end up receiving nothing at all. "

another one, another one!! [:
"when you take what isn't offered freely, you have nothing." [:

and the sayings that i created and the saying she believed have the word NOTHING.
so i'm a nobody. :/

ok, suddenly i agree with my brother.
the moment you become an artise, or someone that usually appears on tv,
you lose your privacy.
there'll definitely be people who hate and love you to death.
GAAA.
i agree with the last sentence.
cause there are many people who think ruien is stuck up the moment they see her.
which is so ~~not~~ trueeeeeee.
gaaa, get to know her please. i'm sure she isn't that way.
or how do you think she has friends all over mediacorp? LOL

don't be such a stereotypist.
definition of stereotype : a fixed idea that people have about what someone or something is like, especially an idea that is wrong
there are many meanings of stereotypes.
but for this case, its this meaning.
get to know more about definitions of stereotypes here

grah. just don't give me that stereotype attitude when it comes to ruien [:
but if its terence cao 曹国辉 or tan hung wee 陈汉玮, i don't care :D
and i've said about ruien dating terence cao in real life right?
that must not happen.
cause... i think terence cao has a wife already. LOL
and he's like 38 this year? which makes him damn old. 6 october [:
38 - 26 = 12 years different -.-
THATS A HELL LOT OF YEARS :/

and ruien is so bloody clever.
singapore chinese girls school, then raffles junior college then nanyang technological university :/ and i wonder, if she's from a chinese school, why does her chinese sound so angmoh sometimes?
weird huh.
and i haven't realised she appeared on tv so many times.

Channel 5
2003: Chemistry
2003: Gotcha! I (host)
2004: Achar II
2005: (Special) - High On Life

Channel 8
2002: No Problem 考试家族
2003: A Toast Of Love 吃吃面包, 谈谈情
2004: My Mighty In-Laws 野蛮亲家
2005: You Are The One 1/2 缘分
2005: Beyond The aXis Of Truth 2 法医X档案 II
2005: A Promise For Tomorrow 拥抱明天
2006: Love at 0° C 爱情零度C
2007: Honour and Passion 宝家卫国
2007: Metamorphosis 破茧而出

okay. i've watched... the full episode of 爱情零度C, 宝家卫国 and 破茧而出.
and those that i watched most of the episodes are Achar II, My Mighty In-Laws and You Are The One.
the rest i don't usually watch. so, sorry.
wah. watch 6 didn't watch 7.
so i was wrong about watching all her shows.
but hor. the 法医X档案 II i got watch the ending episodes. got count? :X
and i watched the first episode of Gotcha! I. so counted anot? :/

haiya. i must study hard and be clever like her. but that will/can never happen.
i think she's the descendent of albert einstein.
is that how you spell his name? O.O
oh wells :/ she just has the genius brain with clever brain cells.
i have the average brain with limited storage space and stupid brain cells. get it?
that means i'll never be as clever as her :/
FUCK. i want to be clever like her :'(
i'm so jealous of her intelligence and skill.
well, her skill is that she can balance school with work.
is balance the word? i think juggle is better. but thats still so pro. [:
artise very busy she still got time to do homework.
omgs. she must have very little homework [:
BUT HELLO, she does banking and finance.
alrights, maths again. boring list of numbers :X
i don't know why i detest it, but if i want to be clever like her,
i had better try to improve my maths and chinese.
and also science. my science isn't perfect, and i don't think its up to standard.
so... yeah even my english is failing me :/

so, byebye, better go read a dictionary. LOL [:
and jiahuan, you better download audi and play with me once you install your new computer. [:

ruien, your fucking clever [:

2007-11-28T20:36:00.000+08:00

holy, my tshirts are getting looser by the day.
probably its cause i've only been eating one meal a day
and spend the rest of the time playing audi. :/

i don't feel clean seriously.
not because of what i said above,
but i don't know :/

bathed extra long today, still didn't feel clean.
GAAA. whats wrong with me?

ruien is on tv :D
í'm typing this during the advertisment. LOL.

anyways ANGELINE, i level 7 liao.
i first time do license first time pass license.
hooray. can't remember how many perfects all these.
probably tmr i go replay then count okay. [:
but i didn't do as well as my lvl 6's license score la.
cause i missed 1st FM.
but i perfected the 2nd one.
for this time round's one.

level 6's license i both also great the FM.
so... of course the score is higher lor.
>< 扮美达人 is so nice.
especially this one.
haiya. no need to say, the reason is there.

OMGS. :D
going HYPER soon.
i'm not gonna spread the craziness.

so... BYEBYE [:

ruien is not stereotype or arrogant! -.-

if you say that i will slap your arse. :/

2007-11-27T13:46:00.000+08:00

still lvl 6 hard to level sia. cause... i don't know.
i'm not really despo to level up anyways
ANGELINE, CAN TRAIN/EARN DEN WITH ME? :D

the starting song of 天堂鸟 change liao.
become all children sing. it now kinda suck :/

random post. can dont read. your choice. I LOVE RANDOM POSTS
i haven't had one in a long time :D and its a longggg post :D

18 days, please reply.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN JUSTICE? (:

i typed a random website and here's what i found.
http://metamorphosis-continued.blogspot.com/

its a stupid continuation of metamorphosis.
i'm now fucking stuck to the web cause of the songs.
as in, i open the window but i don't view it until there's a new story. LOL
should i add the songs here? :D
the continuation stories aren't EXACTLY stupid.
but then...
ITS KINDA STUPID BECAUSE THE CONTINUATION IS THAT 欧阳 ENDED UP DATING 晓茜.

which is so unbelievably dumb.
click here to watch the video which shows that
1. made me cry alot (i still do, i just did). at the 晓茜 part.
2. happy cause 碗柔 killed herself.

and here to see that
欧阳 likes his new psychologist.

SO HOW CAN 欧阳 end up dating 晓茜? stupid 就是 stupid lor.

--
(right now i can really agree with hira, i'm so "cheena" now -.-)but i really want to improve in my chinese what [:
--

well, they didn't say that he likes her. but see it right.
you not so stupid hor?
ohman. as expected, i tagged.
look at what i tagged :D

1st tag.
ELEANOR: XIAO QIAN CANNOT DATE OUYANG. SHE MUST BE LOYAL TOWARDS XICUN :'( seriously xicun and xiaoqian are like the perfect match :D
2nd tag.
ELEANOR: and and next will be xiaoqian and dilun -.-

REALLY RIGHT? 欧阳 and 晓茜 are like quarreling all the time.
not really quarrel la.
but both believe that they are prejudiced against each other.
somehow.

so...? HOW CAN 欧阳 DATE 晓茜.
and i'm sure 晓茜 won't want someone reckless as her husband.
I WILL NEVER ALLOW THAT TO HAPPEN.
i'd rather she become a widow.

worse come to worse then date 狄伦 lor.
but... SHE MUST BE FILIAL TOWARDS 希存.
THE ONE AND ONLY 胡希存 AND 安晓茜.
filial sounds more like for parents and children status hor? :X

--

well, now as i watch the video
i think as 晓茜 put on the ring again,
she understood that 希存 was really remorseful. and regretted his actions.
and seriously she acted too harshly,SHE SHOULDN'T HAVE RETURNED THE RING. :'(
and i think she forgave him. i hopeeeee. please please forgive him.

--

AND THE BABY IS SO OH SO CHUBBY AND CUTE. LIKE RUI EN (:
looks a LITTLE bit like her la.
but i'm wondering why 狄伦 was in the room -.-
unless, they got ~~married~~ or something.
normally other than husband, other people not allowed to enter right?
OH MY GOD. NOW I WITHDRAW MY SENTENCE.
狄伦 CANNOT MARRY 晓茜. 晓茜 MUST BE LOYAL.
--

GAAAAAA. devoted. devotion. devoting. is there even such a word? :/ :D
anyhow create a word if don't have lor
what do you take me for?
i very loyal one you know.
芮恩 is my one and only idol.
not like qama.
and 芮恩 will remain as my idol forever. :D
if i take back my words, please slap me uhs. then i'll come back to my senses. (:

--

haiya. so 失败
i tried typing the script out once. but then. so many words i duno is which one :X
fine, it'll be my new years' resolution to brush up on my chinese.
if 芮恩 can do it, so can i (:
she'll be my role model for that.
i used to remember how i couldn't decipher what words she was saying.
remember that old old show, a toast of love?
i could only get what she was saying by the subtitles.
not so 夸张 la.
of course most of them can understand.
BUT her chinese sounded very ang moh* last time.
now better. but if you see episode 4 1/5.
which is the link given here she sounds quite angmoh too. look for a esteric [*]
(is that how you spell it?) below
to see the parts she sound angmoh

she can fight really well.
i swear i'm gonna try those when i spar the next time.
but like very hiong.
and i don't have the guts to. :/
i don't like to spar.
i don't have the attitude to spar.
its my habit to say sorry if i hit someone.
and to laugh if something funny happens to my opponent -.-
what to do? :D
i don't think tkd suits me anyway.

--

when 快刀手 held 希存 as hostage.
then 快刀手 go stab 希存 at the right side of abdomen and arm.
then he go kick 希存 to the edge of the HIGH HIGH building.
then 晓茜 go fight with 快刀手
then hor, when 快刀手 strangle 晓茜 using a wire and drag her,
希存 saw it and quickly climbed back up. remember hor, one of his arms was injured.
POWER SIA. the power of lovee ;D
somemore 希存追晓茜八年leh, of cos 他不会让他的beloved死在他的面前right? LOL
wait wait, more like 追她八年then she finally like him.
didn't she feel touched long ago? :(

oh continue. then 希存 fight with 快刀手
晓茜 saw it then quickly reach of the gun. :D
then 快刀手 saw that, then reach for his blade.
then when 晓茜 pointed the gun at 快刀手, 快刀手 put the knife against 希存's throat.

*then she said
你放开他我马上让你走否则你一定逃不掉的。
你已经放了总罪，如果被抓得话他们会叛你死刑的。
你跟我合作我还可以放你一条生路

thats the angmoh part. :/
haha, weird can. :D
then she was screaming 希存 all the way (:
THAT PROVES THAT SHE CARES FOR HIM
then she didn't go for her checkup and go wait outside the icu for 希存 lei. :D

byeeee. [:
i'm addicted to those songs already -.-
AND most of them are sung by ruien (:
click here for the songs
with SOME songs by ruien and those related to metamorphosis.
the playlist isn't mine.
its taken from metamorphosis-continued.blogspot.com
its been 43 days since the last episode of the show.
that proves i still can't get over it. :/
i want season twoooooo
this is the first time i'm so addicted to a local drama :/

fucking bloody hell. i can't go check my email.
i dont know why.
i think its because of the norton internet security thing.
yesterday can go lor, today cannot.
WHAT IF ITS THE EMAIL FROM RUIEN?

i hope it'll be a happy day ahead.

2007-11-26T16:59:00.000+08:00

17 days. quickly reply lei...

i'm level 6 already! :D
just got my license.

i passed the test. LOL.
left side is minimum requirement. right side is my achievement :D
10 perfect / 15 perfects
2 x2 perfect / 5 x2 perfects
200000 / 341925

nice right?
cause i do FM ma. :D
it isn't very good la. but who cares? i still pass. :D
LOL. but then of course i'm still a ~~noob~~ la :/
first time take test, first time pass. pro ba.
bro did it 4 times then finally passed. so he spent 800 den. :D
i only spend 200 :D

so happy.
but seriously hor. my fingers still stifffffff.
and i cannot do chance.
i mean. too confusing.
normal if they show up you must do up.
but then if chance, they show up, you must do down.
VERY CONFUSING ONE LEH.

GAAA. i know i lousy la. :/

hoho, now noone play audi with me liao.
cousin not online. SO I GONNA WATCH 宝家卫国.
再见! :D

i'm crazy already.
i've got... 61 pictures that contain ruien already.
as in. either herself alone, or with someone else :D
and they are without the http://mediacorptv.sg/ thing on it :D
you know why?
cause you can find those pictures in 破茧而出.
as in i watch watch watch. then pause. take picture.
then play. then watch watch watch, then take picture. :D
~~clever~~ hor? but that explains alot. (:
and of course those pictures are taken by phoneeee.
so.. if you count same pictures i have total 112 pictures of ruien :/
total in phone and comp ma :D
tiko pek :/

can't wait till 天堂鸟 starts later [:
anyway my father said 天堂鸟 stands for bird of paradise.
and its also a kind of bird.
but i duno what bird it is la.
cause 天堂 is heaven ma.
鸟 is bird.
so heaven bird, correct?
HAIYA.
the chinese so chim can.

byebye. this time its for real.

tagreplies:
vivian.: huh? come in a set one ah? they expect people to eat so much? O.O

PEARLYN: is not la. not really crazy, a daily viewer. but not siaosiao. :D but it started with 爱情零度C, 宝家卫国 then 破茧而出. other shows i miss episode won't die. but then only recently then i realised those show that i die die must watch got RUIEN :D

i'm just being me.

2007-11-25T12:58:00.000+08:00

GOT SEE NEWS?
someone got 294 for PSLE.
which is so super duper uber ultra motherfucking impossible.
but that person achieved it O.O
means like, your compos, maths, science and languages only can minus a few marks each.
i can never achieve that, my chinese ~~SUCK~~.

you know what happens if you quit playing maple a year ago but the UPDATED application is still there,
and you start playing audition?
comp lags, and... disaster. you don't update your blog. LOL :D

i just started playing audition. LOL.
i noob la. level 4 :/
my hands stiff la, so sorry :X

who got play audi?
must train me :D
or something... play group?
then earn more den.
seriously, the clothes there are so expensive :/
need to buy prepaid card. LOL.
so now i need two. one for audi, one for phoneee. :/
no la kidding. i won't buy the card for audi. too ex
but then, the clothes that are available in den(the name of their currency) are very expensive.
so i only managed to buy the CHEAP ones.
and that includes a skirt -.-
WHICH IS SO EEWWW.
GAAA. seriously.
but actually the skirts look nicer than the pants in the game.
the pants are so... sloppy looking.
like pyjamas those kind :/
so i got no choice but to buy a SKIRT -.-

which still makes me so... utterly disgusted with myself.
sometimes i wonder why i hate skirts.
but seriously, i cannot find a reason why thats so.
but whenever i see skirts, i walk away from them.
weird but true.
i can't stand heels too.
they're so... eww.
its like walking with extra height.
i used to think heels are for short people :/

but then i seee so many tall artises wearing heels.
as in on internet.
I WISH i could see them on streets lor.
ESPECIALLY and SPECIFICALLY RUI EN :D
well no, you can hardly see her on streets cause she buys clothes online.
so maybe i should work in ebay.
then one day i may deliver the goods to her house :D
sounds nice right... but that will never happen lor. :X

and in her closet, there's only t-shirt pants and shorts.
and no heels. not even a single shirt or dress.
hey that sounds like me :X
LOL. i don't buy shorts... my shorts are pe shorts :/
wahaha, cause they're like so eww.
GAAAAAAAAAA. why do i detest so many things?

anyway. people these days.
as in the next generation of us.
which is specifically some of those 11 year-old juniors in primary school.
those that are gonna take their major exam next year.
that few of them.
are real real copycats.
someone said pig brain and the others were like pig braining all the way.
as in like, someone said use your pig brain.
then the other person will be like, please use your pig brain or blah blah blah.
seriously, they've got no sense of originality.
copycats. thats what i detest.
unless they only know pig is a living thing?
i'll give you more choices: dog, cat, mouse, rabbit, tiger, lion, zebra, bird, cow, sheep, horse, bear (GUMMY BEARS! :D), reindeer (CHRISTMAS!! jingle bells :X) , wolf (BIG BAD WOLF, WITH A HULF AND A PUFF AND...) .
still got more. but i know you guys would use your own brain to think of more, right?

hmm, wonder why i'm even talking about them.
and there are more and more spammers with anonymous names nowadays.
ungrateful kids who don't appreciate the names their parents gave them.
don't worry, i didn't get spammed. :D

toodles. must go train. or you know what will happen :/

and once again,

the day is saved.

thanks to, ruien.

2007-11-23T19:01:00.000+08:00

14 days... still haven't reply. haish.
i think you placed it in the junk folder already ]:

hoorays. gonna create another skin. :D
look out for it.
it should be done by today or tmr if comp can be switched on.
of course rui en again.
then what? JULIAN HEE meh?
LOL. did i offend someone? xD

and doing a skin of barbie is a definite NONO.
my younger sis want me to do one for her,
when she doesn't have a blooody blog and is only like 6 years old and coming 7 in 5 days?

anyways.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAITING :D

went lot with faiz to find out the price of stuff.
guess who i saw?
JOEY AND MINGQIAN. :D
well... ming qian didn't see me cause she was running up the escalator :X
WHAAHA.

anyways jiale, i saw xiaozhen and another girl. :D
i only know is from your class one. GAAA. shibai la.

and on the way home, a purple car drove PAST me.
i found it unusual so i looked back but still carried on walking.
then SPLAT!
i stepped on some chilli sauce in a plastic bag.
like ~~ewww~~. slippers slippery enough, then the chilli sauce made it worse.
many many times the slippers slipped out.

no accidents don't worry.
i'm perfectly normal here (:

i just realised i haven't done jiahuan's new skin and vivian's long long ago skin :\
OOPS. paiseh lor.
well... i'll do them once i finish with mineeee.
everyone. must watch 天堂鸟 later okay? :D
the theme song so rocks (:

ahh, i'm trying to hide from reality :\
hiding hiding hiding under my blanket.
COME ON ELEANOR, YOU CAN FACE UP TO REALITY.
okay, back again. someone just slapped my head -.-
LAMEEEEE :D
watched starawards prelude yesterday.
RUIEN IS 10/10 for the top ten most popular female artise.
for prelude. HENG.
WHAT ABOUT MY CALLS.
MY MONEY $$$.
and dad hasn't found out about it yet :\
now i know the results, must VOTE more.
i don't care if phone confiscated or being grounded.
anyway only left $0.04
i only want ruien to bring home a trophy (:
GUESS WHO WAS THE FIRST MAN voted for the top ten most popular male artise?
TERENCE CAO!
wah laoooo. why like that one. grrrhs.
he last week last this week first.
so ruien, this week you last, im gonna make you first.

anyways if you see me shutting my mouth up for a long time,
then suddenly talk and laugh alot to cover up my emotions,
i'm probably thinking about how to get ruien to win the trophy (:

so, GOODBYE. must go concentrate make skin :D
will be similar... but not EXACTLY the same (:

byebyeee.

forget it, lost that interest suddenly.

goddamnthatfionaxie

2007-11-22T16:16:00.000+08:00

its gonna be a long post. make sure you have time to read up. :D

oh yes, can tell me what is the show after 宝家卫国
then after 破茧而出？
seriously you could just name the show and i can remember,
but i don't know the sequence. oops, i know very 失败 right -.-

here are the lyrics for the theme song of 天堂鸟
what kind of bird is that anyway? anyone can translate for me pleasee?

如果有一种力量
能穿越悲伤
我想那是爱
让梦想装上翅膀

如果有一种答案
让生命坚强
我想那是爱
让幸福在每个人
心上绽放

哪怕再大的风浪
拆不散我紧握的手掌
永远朝着爱
给的方向
坚持一直握在手上

哪怕会遍体鳞伤
心甘情愿为爱去闯
像飞蛾扑火只因为爱的召唤
就算化为灰烬
拥抱了土壤
却播种下爱的希望

and the song is available at my blog now!
i mean the video :/

❥surprisingly, computer could be switched on today.
so clap. :D

it was as if the wheels of the past rewinded.
too chim?
well i was trying to say i suddenly remembered MOST of the things that happened in 2006.
a fun year of course, and sad to say also the last year in that school.
the memories started flooding back somehow (:
i remember falling out with people due to misunderstandings but we patched up.
i remember going to recesses with LEONG HAI TING and rest of the times
with hinchi, shiyong, rebecca, jing yi (lee) and ru en. and of course, also rarely with liping, mingqian, xiaohui and MAHIRAH(: ~~so colorful~~
suddenly, i wonder, did the misunderstandings happened because of me?
then i thought, NONONO, it happened due to some... thing. well, i think its me :/
i cannot remember everything, specifically MOST OF THE THINGS hira said
i will go HUH? at every word she says :D
and she threatens that she'll say it (when i don't want to hear it)
so she calls it selective memory. oh yes, to hell with it. :/

okay, now i myself don't know what i'm typing.
my own language is failing me.
oh lord. someone help me?
and all of a sudden i realised i've suddenly become so sensible.
oh shiate. what am i talking?

oh yes, meeting was cancelled today cause faiz had to go for some kind of family gathering?
I DON'T KNOW.
i only know i received a message.
and oh my god he twit -.-
girls twit is quite common la. like ~~iee ii yoo euu.~~
ohmygod who understands this weird language from mars?
TALK ABOUT MARS! oh chocolate x33!
i don't look down on such people, but i;m just wondering,
why can't you just use proper english?
its easier to understand and read.
please for heaven's sake use the universal language.

oh yea, back to the point, when guys twit, its ~~FGAY~~.
oops, did i say that too loudly?
haha, but i don't have to worry cause you won't read this :D

so meeting will be tmr.
and that leaves 5 days to prepare.
are you sick in the mind or what? O.O
and we haven't discussed everything yet.
not when azhar isnt' replying to messages or calls
or coming for training.
i'm gonna faint.
can i back out? :X
no i won't but i think date will be pushed backwards if really have no choice.

oh yea, i suddenly remember, you won't be able to read this, so why did i even bother typing it.
nevermind anyway, i will leave it to someone to tell you.

anyways good luck to all primary sixes out there.
today go take results
AND I WILL BECOME A SENIORRRRRR :D
like hooorays. finally won't be a junior in tkd :X
oopsa doosey.

and now then i realise i'm allergic to stainless steel.
nono, is allergic the right word?
i wear earstick for all my earholes except for one,
cause got no more earstick :X
then i don't know, that area that i wear the stainless steel earstud
became kinda infected :/

argh.
oh yes, yesterday went for the doctor's appointment.
mummy was a little crazy.
need to take height and weight still go mac for breakfast.
so i skipped breakfast and go for the checkup with an empty stomach :D
and i could say i was making alot of noise there (:
cause i was acceptable weight. :D
i am 161 already. LIKE HOORAY.
i grow fast. (:
i need to grow at least 8 more cm to be as tall as ruien.
guess what i did?
i went to the corner, put the measuring thing at 169.
then i took a few step backwards.
then i realised 169 is kinda short :X
really. you should try it.
ohmygoodness.
i know why she looks so TALL.
cause she's skinny weeeny weeeny.
then i placed it at... 186 which is tay ping hui's height.
SO GOD DAMNED TALL LA.
but then hor, when they act together in honour and passion,
they like almost the same height lei.

so far i only know huang biren is the tallest.
standing at 175.
thats so amazingly super duper uber ultra tall.
for a girl.
so now i'm 3cm taller than xiangyun :D
LOL. she's only 158.
did i say only?
i used to be that height. :X
and and and huang biren is taller than adam chen. by two cm.
adam chen is the... kemingde in metamorphosis :D

TO the other ELEANOR :
HAHA, RUIEN IS TALLER THAN FELICIA CHIN BY ONE CM :D

okay, continue.
ONE MORE CM then i will be at the same height as yvonne lim. WAHAHAH.
stupid wanrou.
nono, i won't go back to the story. :D
but you deserve to dieee. :

have i gone boo boo?
alrights. byebye. gonna go look for Live again, 天堂鸟 on youtube.
and remember.
star awards prelude today.
ruien MUST still be at top 10 thanks to my calls
did i say that too loudly.
god damn my mouth.

toodles.

OH i found it.
but only got two episodes -.-
stupid person didn't upload. :X
click here for episode 1 1/5
the rest can view at video.mediacorp.sg

tag replies:
Wanyin : like duhh, miss my craziness? xD
vivian : hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello hello. is 10 hellos enough?
Imperf3cti0nist - Eleanor : nahh, you can't be as crazy as me cause i idolise her more than you. LOL.
Imperf3cti0nist - Eleanor : okay, bigger already. better?
Imperf3cti0nist - Eleanor : she didn't turn boyish, she ALWAYS was boyish :X i don't care you must gimme her picture. i don't care if i have the same picture, i want it. I DO I DO I DO! lols, does that sound like noddy? :/

2007-11-20T22:37:00.000+08:00

11 DAYS! you haven't replied to my email.unless you put it under junk mail :'(

can you guys believe it?
i'm still watching 破茧而出 the 11th time.
sorry uhs, 宝家卫国 only managed to watch 3 times.
too bad lor, who ask 破茧而出 to be such a nice show :/

tmr got doctor's appointment.
will be out the whole day.
take height don't take weight :X
i hopee can like that lor.
I WISH LA. as if got like that.
or can doctor help me tempt with the report sheet,
change my weight, reduce the number by 20.
doctors aren't THAT kind, they're scary monsters who use the sugery tools to scare you.
LOL, minus 20 kg and i will be severely underweight -.-
AND HEY, i'm not overweight, but i'm just afraid of that LARGE number.
anything more than ten is considered huge.

its scary you know, i actually don't dare to step on that machine.
i judge whether i loose weight by observing the size of my pants.
like whether loose or what la.
ahh, gastric season is coming soon.
but i seriously detest gastric seasons.
coughing makes it worse.
i mean it hurts even more. get it?
oh whatever :/
only i can help myself.

BUT I'M STILL SCARED :'(
can i cry? whaha.

i don't careeeeeeeeeeee.
tmr after that bloody apointment go ahma house.
after ahma house don't know going where, but i only know going out.
MUST COME HOME BEFORE 8.30!!!
i must watch the... 扮美达人.
i think is something like that. haiya. the princesses and the dude la.
i everytime ?confused? :X
mixed everything up
this is me.
me is this.
HUH? okay i'm confused :D

tmr's episode will have fiona xie,
only the next episode then will have ruien.
OH MY IDOL.
LOL!
can't wait till that episode. :D

ATTENTION:
for tkd people (:
GAMES DAY NOT READY YET.
DATE CANNOT BE CONFIRMED
WE'RE ONLY GONNA BE HAVING THE MEETING ON THURSDAY
SO NO NEWS YET. :D
FIRST PERSON TO INFORM IS DON, THEN JIALE.

ohmygod.

2007-11-20T13:22:00.000+08:00

comp's down :'(
for don't know what reason
so now here at the library :/
before that, went to go take that stupid piece of paper from carolin -.-
everytime threaten me :
but for that piece of paper that has her, I WILL DO ANYTHING.

woohoo. :D so now i got ruien in different forms.
music, videos, audios and pictures.
pictures in comp, phone and paper. :/

i know i sound pervertic but NOOOOOOOO
I AM A GIRL HOR.

and will someone kindly buy me this month's i weekly?
cause inside got ruien :X
or you tear me the page and you can keep the rest of the magazine :/
PLEASEEEE. :D
carolin lorrrr. only know how to threaten me -.-

I GOT THE RED PHONE RUIEN ADVERTISE ALREADY :D
not really advertise, she's one of the ambassadors. :/
click here to meet the ambassadors.
lols, i know la, like that also happy?
told you already, anything related to her i also want. LOL :/

she uses olay O.O
everyday.
she must be $rich$.
and she does the mask thing once a week :/

SO RICHHH. lols.
what do you think she will wear this year for starawards? :D
i hope i will be on time to catch the show.
i don't know whether i'll be going out on both days.
must watch both shows okay :/
and tell me the results :D

cause both also got rui en :D
show one got thomas ong and ruien :D
show two got ruien and terence cao -.-

i think mediacorp is trying to matchmake them. O.O
so many shows ruien and terence cao act together.
what do you think? :D
i hopee. (:
but terence cao is quite a number of years older than her hor?
nono, don't marry an old man :/

alrights alrights, reply to tagss. :D

tag replies:
Wanyin : HELLO! take care and don't leave this blog. got ruien to see :D
Jiantinqq :DD : thank you. appreciate it (:
mni : lols?
*****min : hello.
min : thanks for the tag.
morbid-ed QAMA : BOOYA! i'm looking, i can't see anyone :'(
adelaide ' : okay okay. :D thanks for the tag.

happiness.

2007-11-16T21:46:00.001+08:00

OHMYGODS
i'm so crazy, bathed 3 times today :X

early morning before went to school.
before going out to meet jiahuan
9.32 during the advertisement of the 9oclock show

its lame

i know. :D
got hear the asean rise song sung by stefanie sun before?
sounds kinda nice. i'm now listening to it cause the tv is switched on
waste electricity i know :/

SO HAPPY, i wonder...
what her reaction would be. :DD

same shirts, same slipper, just different colors :X

AND I DIDN'T KNOW MY FEET WAS SO HUGE -.-
size 43 lei O.O
in yellow shop those slippers lor. i tried
and 43 is the biggest size can -.-

then the pasar malam outside lot,
got one shoe size 4, my feet was protruding out of it la :D

ELEANOR'S HUGE FEET (:

daddy's coming back tmr :D
HHOOOORAYS (:

the 9 oclock show now is kinda nice. duno whats the name of the show :X
but then hor... no ruien. thats so bloody sad. and hoorays,
i've got 33 pictures of ruien in computer already. :X

a little pervertic i know, but hey, i'm a GIRL.
and what do you take me for?
i'm PERFECTLY normal, i'm not ~~les~~ -.-

alrights, gonna sleep early, i've got panda eyes already
today's panda eyee was SUPER HUGE
cause vivian
woke me up at 7.09 with a stupid sms.
i can sleep 21 more minutes one you know -.-
SUDDENLY.
"好可爱的猪猪, 你跟我跳舞"
i jump up from bed la -.-
regretted putting that as message alert tone.
guess whats the sms?
"wear uniform or pe?"
WAH LAO, then i put under pillow and tried to sleep la.
but then if i don't reply to a message , i will like,
i don't know how to explain.
i just can't do anything else unless i reply.
so i replied and slept.
then,
"好可爱的猪猪, 你跟我跳舞"
came out again.
was damn pissed, switched off phone.
BUT I CANNOT DON'T REPLY.

SOOOO. VIVIAN ALL YOUR FAULT.
WASTED 21 MINUTES OF MY BEAUTY SLEEP :X

wahhaa, stupid. :/

going to catch my sleep with my hands already.
remember that joke, jiale and carolin?
its a 冷笑话. :/

damn that stupid cbox, can't view it :'(
ruien, you havent' replied to my mail, its been 7 days, and thats like a week.

gooodnite :D

misunderstood again and again

2007-11-15T20:05:00.000+08:00

HOOOOOOORAY.
rui en is 7th so far. :D
the top ten most popular female artises
goood for her. (:

after school went to imm with jh (:
AMIYUMI :D
we're gonna make her ______ :D
its kinda obvious what we would do of course.
so falalala.
around 2 or 3 something left imm.
there was a mediacorp shuttle bus, or something like that.
then i thought i would be able to meet rui en in person -.-
in the end some stupid people alighted from that vehicle.
then there were two biantais -.-
they were like, "blue shirt, gray skirt girl don't walk so fast"
then they said "为什么她们跑那么快？"
then they were like following us -.-
like LOL la.
so we hid in popular at the je mrt station :X
come out got this two rich kids ask us to donate.
$5 for a normal ball-point pen.
those pen like you can buy 20 for $2 those kind.
like its so isnt worth it. who will pay $5 for a ~~bloody~~ normal pen?

so we went up and sat at a corner and decided where to go.
then cannot even decide then went back to lot. LOL

walked around lot
then around 5 plus then left lot.
long right, i know, :D LOL

walked back, went to the fitness corner near the busstop and chatted.
then got one mad dog keep barking, so scary :X
phobia of dogs :/
arent dogs scary?
kittens are better, at least they arent that noisy -.-
chat until 6 plus then went home :X

I GOT FREE TICKETS TO WILD WILD WET OR ESCAPE.
8 of them. whoever who want to go can ask the ticket from me.
tickets will be given to my best friends first.

still can't decide tmr go the jurong library or training. :X
both got advantages and disadvantages. :D
soo... see how la, see what i wear in the morning.
see what clothes is available tmr.

most likely is go the library thing la,
but they were saying the library thing is boringgggggg.
so... go or dun go? O.O

accuse all you want yeas? you will be the one apologising.
who LIKES being accused?
you won't understand how i feel unless you are in my shoes.
lame people, i so pity you man. no one to accuse anyhow accuse?
this isn't gonna be affecting me.
cause i'm so INNOCENT :D
yak yak yak all you want horrrrrrrr.
like you think i careeee.
and you think i believe that you even got an expert?
like whoa, who is so freeeeee to go help lame people like you?
want to lie please come up with a better story can.
we'll see what you can say tmr, no evidence, don't talk cock.
who so bo liao go spam you anyways.

tag replies.
NOEL. : LOL, S T U V W X Y Z! lols, now do what? O.O come school la.
min : i know who you mean, that desiree lesbian and the rest of them rights xD
telling me doesn't help you love them :X
KAILIN : of course must early check out la, they need to clean up de mah. quickly confirm how many people can go then i can book :X anyways one or two room? 3d 2n more worth, but more ex la. see how lor... 2d 1n like 19 hours only lei. then you sleep how many hours? then left over a few hours left only lor.

bitch,slut,psycho

2007-11-14T21:41:00.001+08:00

you know, some people don't trust you and are "friends"
sorry, i won't waste my time entertaining you anymore.
so sorry this friendship is OVER :D

didn't go for supp today.
went for training instead.
junkit went for supp and not training.
i should have done the same.
if only i will know what will happen next yea?
i don't want to see her. never ever.
a simple sorry isn't gonna solve it either.
so goodbye to the friendship since you don't even APPRECIATE it.
i'm glad to lose a ~~friend~~ like you. so ungrateful.

i must have dropped my lucky tooth.
today was damn sway la.
kinda late for training, went home baby cousin was crying so madly
cause she was afraid of barney -.-

training was oh, so nice today.
not too tough not tooo slack.
was tough at the right time so its okay. (:

went to lot for lunch.
it started with that bowl of porridge -.-
who said porridge was only for babies? O.O
carolin was like so retarded singing ★twinkle twinkle.☆

and time flew and went homeeeee.
thennnn was so tired go sleep, like pig. xD
but took quite long to sleep. cause of the stupid cry -.-

woke up so early in the morning can.
and then bloody 975 didnt come, waited for 15 minutes -.-.
so i took cab :X
then when pass by lot one, got 2 975s behind -.-
silently cursing to myself. went there just in time,
put down bag then noel appeared behind me.
LIKE SO HENG, but no, i was late, he went down to buy food, LOL
but i didn't get punished cause i wasn't really late, was there before training started what.

so slept until a little later than 7.30
woke up go bathe and go watch that new show.
jeanette aw -.-
is that how you spell it? don't careee.
next show features fiona xie.
eeeeeeeee, must rui en mah (:
after rui en is dawn yeoh, the... xiao nuo in 宝家卫国.
haiya. don't care. watch the rui en episode then don't watch the show anymore.
waste my time on the show for what.
but waste time on rui en then can can. i won't hesitate :D
i need to study okay, must be real real hardworking then i can hold that real gun.
*wolf whistle*

what should i hold? rifle or shotgun?
shotgun looks cool.
rifle looks like those for longranged shots.
byebye, gotta go sleep then can be on time for supp (:

tag replies.
NOEL : A B C D E F G H I J :D
Madeleine:D : thanks for relinking (: LOVES :D
shiyong : evil la you. you... jinyongjian :X
hinchi : hello hinchi (:
Jenny : next year sure got one. as if i want, but i got no choice :X
Jiahuan(: : remember that guy. HAHA, ran into you :X that baby WAHAHA
adelaide ' : i definitely need to improve :X cause i'm whacking the air. LOL
adelaide ' : wah you dilun ah, i an xiao qian. COOOL. is someone gonna be HUXICUN? (:
KAILIN : sure sure, went there before you came here. :D
HIRA :D : LOL, no need teach one, you just play with the stuff la. :D
REBECCAA1 : when did your name have a ONE? anyways, REBECCAAAAAAAAAAA LIU (:
Eleanor : don't worry, take your time. :D Guns are COOOL. if i buy one i'm gonna share it with you. but posessing a gun is illegal :X so must be police. be police also cannot anyhow bang bang, so... must study hard, be those undercover police. sounds niceeeeeee. (:

这是一个梦

2007-11-13T20:49:00.000+08:00

sort of robbed off my money.
stupid kids, don't wanna talk about it.
grrrrr.

ate mars and my tooth drop :'(
play tennis ma -.-
but not because of tennis -.-
AHHHH. I WILL NOT EAT MARS UNTIL AFTER THAT DENTAL APPOINTMENT.
my pooooor pooooooooor toothhhhhhh.
actually didn't drop.
but then i feel like its loose loose like that,
then i shake it, then suddenly i felt something hard in my mouth.
then oops, i spat it out and out came my toooth :'(
luckily i finish eating that chocolate bar already, if not,
my tooth will land on the chocolate in the wrapper.
WAHHAHA. thats ~~gross~~.

i hate the taste of bloood. like, eeeeeee.
every month see enough already -.-
still see somemore from my mouth, LIKE EEEEEEEE.
luckily not much, if not i faint :X

after tennis, go play bowling.
i'm third... from the bottom. LOL
i know i lousy la, i don't have to spell it out.

TRAINING tmr...
HOORAY, no need to go supp tmr ;X
I NEED TO STUDY OKAY.
MUST BE CLEVER CLEVER.
pass all subjects...
all must do well, then next time be CID (:
HOLY ME. nice nice nice... major crime unit.
OH I LOVE IT, I'M GONNA DROOL SOON.
only then i can hold real gun, like wowwwwww.

forget it, thought of replying to tags.
just now i saw themmmmm.
but then i tio dc, cannot view again.
HOW TO REPLY?!

BABY AH, DON'T PULL OUT THE LINE OR
I CALL YOUR MOTHER BRING YOU HOME.
LOL, 2 year old so naughty. :X
NONO, 1+ nia -.-
SLAP YOU AHHHHHHHHHHHH

ahhh, will reply to tags on another day then;
sorry.
i'm so crazy over RUIEN ALREADY.
i go find out anything about her available on the internet.
HOLY, and she's the only child.
she must have received alot of attention when she was young.
no siblings better, money can all be spent on you. (:
and hor, no bootlickers, no attention seekers, no talkative morons, no bhb-i-love-pink-and-short-dresses younger sister.

2005 starawards, look at how much she spent on clothes okay.
The look: Rich Tai Tai going for business appointment
Having seen too many backless and strategically-slit “R-rated” dresses,
Rui En decided to be a good girl to her parents,
steer clear of dresses altogether and go for Route Comfort by flashing minimal skin.
Thus the pants and cropped jacket look from Link ($7000-8000) in the shade of Barney purple with Christian Louboution shoes,
jewellery from Tianpo ($60,000) and Frank Muller watch ($70,000).

credits to channel 8's website.
thats like so damn rich :X
i see so many zeroS. i'm gonna faint.

oh its killing me already. (:
AH, i'm dead.
someone just killed me with a shotgun.
must be HUXICUN.
ANXIAOQIANNNNNNNNNNNNNN :D
不要误会，i'm not a les.
i'm just a HUGE HUGE fan of hers.
right, rui en?
LOL.
and you haven't replied to my email.
more like snail mail... :X
oh so sorry, i know you're usually busy.

OH YES, people. remember to tune in to channel 8 tmr yea?
tmr got the show called "the dude and the 7 princesses"
OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT LA.
8.30 (:
tmr's episode don't have ruien :'(
3rd episode then have :D
OLAY! :D
i mean, not that facial cream brand, as in HOORAY -.-
which is... 28 NOVEMBER (:

HOOOORAY.
die cannot miss that episode
must watch okay people.

HAHA. i forget some of pattern already.
forgive me.
i mean... the ending i duno is bend knee or no need bend leh...
i only know got one part is need one.

SO SORRY
oh yes, must go sleep liao, or will be late for training tmr.
BYEBYE and sleeep tighttt. sweet dreams.
and i haven't dreamt of her the second time yet. :'(
why don't you just come knocking on my door?
you come, i pay for your taxi fare. (:

training, ruien and outings are LOVED (:

2007-11-11T11:23:00.001+08:00

saw one email in my inbox
i sooo happy, thought she replied to me le.
but actually is jianting send de email.
白高兴一场.

HAHAHA.
now i must insert at least 5 words in
each post to improve my chinese :X
ontop 尊尊 5 words.
plus zun zun is 7 words le. LOL. (:
HOORAY. tmr got supp. :D
next day go play tennis :X
next time go cck stadium de gym.
then next time travel around singapore to exercise.
LOL. :D

later going airport. haiya.
will miss that voice hurrying me to go sleep -.-
oh whatever.
it'll be a few days.
i think....

byebyeeeeeee. cannot miss 宝家卫国 on youtube :X
that makes 11 words (:

HOLY SHIATE.

2007-11-09T13:09:00.000+08:00

sry people, overslept so didn't go supp. slept way past supp. around 12 then wake up :X
ytd slept super late. but not the latest in my record. was tossing and turning in bed so
i go take gameboy play. LOL! then 3-4 plus then sleep :X

take the metamorphosis quiz! (:
hooorays. i'm anxiaoqian. LOL!
i don't know why i can't insert the picture here, but i'll type it out for you (:
you're the chilli padi who believe in the law and go all out to prove it.
an unhappy past made you what you are today - determined, cold and seemingly
devoid of compassion. your aloofness comes complete with an equally intimidating
facade and emotional wall that keeps people at a safe distance. you don't trust
people easily and have no faith in relationships.

yaye, finished watching metamorphosis 9 times already :X

SO SAD. :X
1.
when xiao qian said
"Did you think you could hide it from me forever?
SHUT UP! i don't want to hear anything.
Hands up!
Put your hands on your head!
Turn the other way!
On your knees!"

2.
when xiao qian said
"So everything between us was a lie.
you deliberately got close to me to obtain information from me.
What a fool i was, to be used by you for so long.
Do you expect me to believe you?
you were the one i trusted but you cruelly destroyed that trust.
Why? Was it worth it?
The three of us could have been happy together.
Why?
I don't know what to believe anymore.
*removes ring*"

3.
when xiao qian said
"he was a month away from retirement but i let him die.
had i found out that Xicun was the leader of Dragontooth,
maybe Uncle Ming wouldnt have died. i let myself be used, i'm so useless.
why is it that those who deserve to die still live,
while those who deserve to die are dead?
why do people repay our sincerity by hurting us?
why are people so horrible? Why?"

and oooh, the tears flooded my eyes. O.O
WANROU IS SO CRUEL.
lets count its been how many days since the last episode of the show okay,
25 days! gonna be a month soon.
LIKE OH SO SAD.

but actually xicun also somehow revealed it already..
there was once, xicun asked her "what would you do if you discovered i
belonged to that mysterious organization?"

i want season two. :'(

and ruien havent replied to my email. LOL.
i know i know, artises are busy, but i don't even think the email is
being sent to her -.-
more like her manager can :'(

i WISH she could reply :D
please please please. :D
and hoooray, she's still in the top ten (:

oh damn, i ~~can't~~ view my cbox :'(
always like that one, tio dc then cannot view le.
then must dc again then can view -.-
but if i purposely make it dc,
my brother will @$#!% shout here shout there. -.-
silence is golden. ;D
so i'll let fate decide if i should view my cbox, LOL (:

woohooo; 7th post about this show liao.
means still can't get over it :X

alrights alrights, toodles, gonna go watch 宝家卫国 so, BYEBYE (:

i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu (:

2007-11-08T23:12:00.000+08:00

back here to reply to tags :D
maybe i'm gonna change the picture's color.
i'll add some color i guess.
maybe la.
cause it looks kinda scary O.O
and people don't recognise ruien :'(

TAG REPLIES:
kailin : YO! lols you still play yoyo? :X
-shumin : 不是吧, she so easy to recogise also cannot? O.O i know i know. :D
vivian : can give me some help? i don't know what you want then i don't know what to make lei. anything is even worse can -.-
Rebecca : not really i make la, i didn't create the picture. without the picture, this skin is so plain le lor :X and not photoshop, I WISH i had, but nope, don't have (: linked you up already. :D
JING[: : JING! good girl (:
yizhen : take care too (: *hug hug* lols, holidays can't be happy if you have holiday homework :X

THE MOST SINCERE THANKYOU to everyone for relinking :D

a pervert behind the monitor :X

2007-11-07T22:15:00.000+08:00

3rd post today.
vivian, the skin you want is with navigations or without?
reply okay, you're not online.

冻结的回忆要怎么
解冻才不会痛
温暖的心灵我相信
掌握在我手中
热烈的感情要小心
烫到无法忍受
绝对不怕冷
选择勇往直前热量在前锋
冻结的心渴望自由
每一天挣扎没有人看见
狂风暴雨冰冷寒冬
不怕冷
知道风
吹走忧郁纳闷烦恼
我想。。。
冻结的回忆要怎么
解冻才不会痛
温暖的心灵我相信
掌握在我手中
热烈的感情要小心
烫到无法忍受
绝对不怕冷
选择勇往直前热量在前锋
不怕冷

why does every song i listen to inspire me so much?
at first i didn't quite understand this song cause the lyrics were fast fast.
so i play play play pause, then play then pause for the stupid lyrics :D
then i got my sis to translate for me.
so i kinda understand like 50% of the song liao. (:

i got inspired by 背叛's lyrics.

betrayal is really such a sad thing huh.
some betray to "make more friends"
hmmm. can't help with it.
everyone wants to slap her (:

falalalalalala, i'm not gonna mention names :D
you're a moron if you think you're the one okay.
so please.! don't come looking for me unless you're hundred percent sure
that im talking about you. (:

after training went for supp (:
training was tough at some areas.
come to think of it now, i could have done better.
but its easier said then done lor. -.-
whatever, must improve my stamina :D
GOGOGO, must be underter(red) like ruien.
determined (:
umm, here's where you can find the definition. (:

i was so clever during supp. LOL!
every question i solved i said "see, i so clever"
i was slacking during the whole while la.
i came in when they were at question 3.
then i started doing question 1.
then when they at question 7
i was at question 6 already (:
thats how ~~clever~~ i am. :D
i didn't even know that i could understand maths well -.-
cause since primary school, i hated maths teachers so i naturally don't pay attention one :D
i could have gone with the rest but then shumin pulled me back -.-
oh, whatever.
now say also cannot rewind time to earlier in the day then ran out without shumin.
WAKAKAKA.
EVIL (:<

TAG REPLIES:
shiyong : of course is la. anything related to ruien will be here (:
weishan : STUDY HARD :D
NOEL : 81 82 83 84 85 86 87 88 89 90! :D
shiyong : the scarier the better. i rape you uh xD WAHAHA. wen wan rou -.- LOL! ooo, shiyong got raped by KEMINGDE :D
adelaide ' : sure... but play tennis, not chase balls -.-
PEARLYN : of course la (: boohooo hoo. next year must gluestick to you :X if not... you know.
Jiahuan(: : of course. but i hope you won't use it. cause its fugly -.-
HIRA :D : not photoshop, my dear. (:

2007-11-07T18:39:00.003+08:00

yaye, new skin done. (:
so now its time to continue doing vivian's skin now :D
after that will start working on jiahuan's one (:
toodles.
may come back to post later on.

i admit ruien looks weird here :X
must haven done too much editing.
her face is as white as ghost O.O
she looks kinda scary also

isit too colourful? too dull? too plain? comment please (:

i haven't watched metamorphosis yet... -.-
byebye, 一边看metamorphosis, 一边 design her skin o.o
will come back again for post and tags (:

2007-11-07T18:39:00.001+08:00

testing testing. one two three four five six seven eight nine ten.